2009/11/23
LIWEN. 02:31
i dont know what am i hoping for.
sometimes life can be so simple,
till you're bored of it.
but sometimes it can be so interesting,
till you got into trouble.
people just dont want to let you go.
scary.
i belong to those who have no life.
im starting to hate such life.
but come to think of it,
im really not the kind that will want my life to be frigging interesting.
do me a favour.
bring me away,
to a place where i can meet him.
because i just want my life to be simple,
just to have him by my side.
:( would you?
-liwen-
2009/11/22
LIWEN. 04:14
im in <333 with....
ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS. :)
well, but they are still second to BIGBANG.
ohhh!
im happy to know that there are nuffnangers who dropped by my blog.
thanks alot! :)
nuffnangers, leave me a msg when you're here k?
sooo happyyy! :)
but i dont know why, i couldnt see the Nuffnang xchange widget on my own blog.
weird. :(
Mnet MAMA today was GREAT!
GDYB's performance is EPIC!
the YG gentlemens.
i LOVE them to bits and pieces.
they are like the best men ever.
GDYB are<333!
if only they are my friends. :)
it would be my honour.
GDYB, be my friends, would youuu?!
HAHAHA. <3333
2pm's speech was the most touching one.
jaebumieeee, please return soooonnn!
2NE1 cried as well.
YG FAMILY, big winners of the year. :D
i just LOVE YG FAMILY, dont you too?
LALALALA.
i think im getting crazyyyy.
:) im happyyy! :)
cause dinner was delicious PIZZA HUTTT!
hadnt had it for agesss.
the hawaiian pizza, and my spicy drumlets.
wooooooooHOOOOOO! :D
but why do i feel the stomach acid around my throat area?
:(:(:(:(:(:(
im in the midst of my report.
finishing soon, i hope.
just tot of blogging all of a sudden.
okays. 4:21 am.
time to get back to work. :)
shaz, my best polymate.
take care. dont be bothered by what happens.
and i really hope that you no longer cry yourself to bed every night.
:) SMILE. (:
BYEEEE.
OFF TO MY REPORTTTT.
-liwen-
*why do you keep appearing in my dreams?!-
2009/11/21
LIWEN. 11:58
people, if you read my previous post,
you would have know that Daul Kim, the korean top model passed away.
well, she died because she committed suicide.
she hang herself.
i know, i was shocked too.
nowadays i have been thinking,
if only someone was there for her, when she needed help.
if only she know where to look for help, when she needed help.
apparently, it's never easy to live under the spotlights.
where people poke into your personal life,
and haters around trying to bring you down.
Daul, stepped into the modeling industry when she was 16.
come to think of it, when i was 16,
i was still enjoying life, fooling around with my friends.
exams seems to be the worst thing ever in life for me back then.
but for her, she's already in the working society.
having to face the world like an adult, when in fact, she's only a teenager.
she most probably felt really lonely,
because when she started out in modeling, her family wasnt there with her.
just like what her blog post said,
she felt like she's getting more and more lonely, when she gained more.
well, happiness > money.
thats the lesson learnt for me.
modeling seems glam,
but thats what we all tot.
nobody knows the other side of modeling,
until you became one.
well, i know she's not very much related to me.
but i felt really sad by her death.
not to the extended of crying,
but i feel alot for her.
if only there's someone with her, she would still be alive.
i hope no one on earth would resort to committing suicide,
because all problems can be solved as long as one's alive.
whats more important than being alive?
anyway,
my condolences to Daul's family and friends.
Rest in peace, Daul.
you'll be missed by alot of people. :)
take care while you're up there. :)
bye.
-liwen-
2009/11/20
LIWEN. 17:14
so my first report is done!
like finally.
my laptop is having some serious problem.
i have to clear the same virus over and over again,
and reboot my laptop over and over again.
many things happen in school today.
joined in the fun of watching shows.
sometimes, people should learn that they should not to let others live with no alternatives.
these people are so hard to work with.
although my group might be the worse in others' eye,
but its kind of a blessing in disguise.
well, thank God.
daul kim, a korean top model passed away today.
and she's only 20. same age as me.
thou she's not very much related to me,
but i felt kind of sad actually.
cause i have been following her blog, and i just started to like her works.
and now she's gone.
i know about her through GD, and started to follow her blog since then.
kind of sad. :(
she lived in singapore since young, and although she's a korean,
she mentioned in an interview that she regards singapore as her home.
although none of her family members lived in singapore.
for that moment, i felt kind of proud to be a singaporean.
maybe we should stop complaining about how difficult it is to live life in singapore.
well, this is soo sad.
it seems like im connected to her through some ways.
this just proves that life is fragile.
so people, please take care of yourself, and dont take life as a small matter.
because being able to live and continue with life, is a BIG thing.
anyhows, im getting pissed by my laptop.
i kept rebooting my laptop cause of that particular stupid virus!
ARGHHHHH!
okays. im going to take a short nap,
before getting up to continue with my 2nd report.
LALALA.
BYE
-liwen-
*you'll be missed-
2009/11/15
LIWEN. 23:34
why cant i stay focus on my report?!
:(:(:(:(:(
im soooo sad now.
and its already 11:36 pm!
and im still stuck halfway.
no inspiration. :(:(:(:(:(
tried all ways and means to stop myself from wondering away from my report.
but i CANT!
i feel like dancing. i want to learn dancing.because baby, thats the only way to get near you.LALALALALALA.
BYEEEE.
-liwen-
*please dont take her hand. cause you should be my boy.-
liweN